New Moon Reading

I haven't written on the blog in a hot minute. Sorry! I'm here though, and it's time for the New Moon Spread.

1. What lays on your dark depths. What is unseen. What we stumble against in the dark nights. Knave of Cups

Okay, Secret is just being mean right now. I swear, he likes seeing me squirm. I'm sure most people know of my interest in a certain photographer, and I feel like I've just made misstep after misstep. It's to the point where I want to beat him over the head and tell him that I want to go out on a date with him, but that's just not the way to do it. I don't know what to do anymore...  

2. What will begin to show, to arise. The Chariot

I can sum up my feelings about this card in one word: Huh? No, really. I don't understand what Secret is trying to tell me (rather, I'm sure I understand what he's trying to say, but my conscious self is blocking it). This is one of those moments where I feel like the Bride when she's trying to break that block of wood up close and she just gets a banged up hand for her efforts.

3. What will illuminate the dark path. The key in the night. Knave of Swords

This is the problem solver card. If there's one thing that I'm good at, it's coming up with a plan to get out of a bad situation. Of course, when that involves members of the opposite sex, I just retreat into myself and put a wall up.

0. Yourself. Shadow card from the base of the deck. 9 of Pentacles

Whoever this woman is, I am not her. I don't feel like her under any stretch of the imagination. I can see the retreating element, but it's not a pleasurable retreat. 

New Moon Reading

We are now in the New Moon while it's void of coursing. Bye Pisces, my lunar sign. Hello, Aries!

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1. What lays on your dark depths. What is unseen. What we stumble against in the dark nights. 6 of Swords

I think this has to do with a personal transformation that relates to my shadow card. I am not a Knight of Wands by any stretch of the imagination, but if I do this one thing that the Knight of Wands would do, it could be the spark of something new.

2. What will begin to show, to arise. 9 of Cups

Hmmm... This is my artist card. It hasn't come up in a while, but when it does I'm usually feeling fabulous, sensual, and sexy (I haven't been feeling like either of these, nor have I been artistically focused). Maybe this will be the time to be a little self-indulgent and get some pretty little things for myself.

3. What will illuminate the dark path. The key in the night. 2 of Cups

Secret is being all smart-assey with me right now. He knows that's the kind of card (the Knave of Cups applies to this as well) that scares the hell out of me because I do not want to get my hopes up about the photographer.

0. Yourself. Shadow card from the base of the deck. Knight of Wands

I don't really identify with this knight all that much. I think this is Secret's way of saying that I should begin to embrace the daring and somewhat reckless side of myself. It makes sense that Secret would say that because as much as I would love to do certain things, especially when it comes to the opposite sex, I hesitate and think of a million reasons under the sun not to do it.

Err... I guess Secret recommends that I ask this boy out already.